for the past and future

I feel like I make many decisions in hopes my parents and grandparents will be proud. I constantly find myself thinking about what would make my family happy, which might not be the best thing. Living to please other people usually isn't a good game plan, but I have found that it is okay in moderation. As long as I still make decisions to make myself happy, life is going to be good. I live for the future in prayers that I can have a family and a life I can look back on and be pleased with. The thought of ending up with a plain ole mediocre life scares me to death!!