playing the waiting game

Being patient has never been a skill that I've mastered. You would think that after nearly seventeen years of practice, waiting for a reply or answer wouldn't bother me as much...but it DOES! Waiting to find out about my acceptance or rejection to GSP is driving me bonkers! It honestly wouldn't bother me very much if I wasn't accepted, but not knowing is killing me inside. I want to be able to make summer plans and relax. Unfortunately I'm stuck playing the waiting game.