I'm pathetic!

It has recently been brought to my attention that I watch very dark and depressing television shows. My dad claims that every time he finds me watching television (which really isn't that often) I am watching either something about drug abuse, hoarding, murders, or morbidly obese people. I never realized that I have a habit of doing this. Whenever I think about it though, there is a certain reason why I do this. It makes me feel much better about myself. Its sad to think that watching shows about other peoples shortcomings and struggles would boost my self-esteem and mood...but it does. I know its terrible, but I can't help it. Oh well :)